Realization

As soon as I came to the realization earlier this morning that I’m just a horrible child and that I should just be what my parents want, their perfect servant son, I felt so much better. I’ve fought all these years against that, and made my life so much more miserable. Trying to be their independent daughter. Now, I’m devoting my life to being their servant son, as they wanted. That’s why they never loved me before, how could they? All I did was rebel against them, afterall, they brought me into this world so I could be that. Maybe now they will finally love and care about me.

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  1. Im good thanks. How are you?

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    1. Doing decent. I'm scheduled to meet with a doctor to start transitioning on March 11. So, that's lifted my spirits some, but there's a lot of other stuff that kind of keeps me down. But, I'm doing better than I have in a long time.

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