Ramblings of a Transgender Christian

I've had it with these hypocrites. I'm talking about the tucute community. They love to complain and talk about how us transmeds "gatekeep" and "discriminate," then why the fuck does every trans resource out there openly discriminate against transmeds? Why do they LITERALLY gatekeep against us? No transmed has actually prevented anyone from getting help, in fact, we ENCOURAGE people to get help. Do you know who's preventing people from getting help? TUCUTES, by literally saying that if you're transmed you're not allowed to get help there. Literally almost every trans resource I've gone to for help says transmeds are not allowed. Therefore, I continually get blocked from resources I genuinely need. No transmed keeps people from getting the resources others need, we promote help and finding it. And then there's the tucutes who love to claim that they want tolerance, resources for everyone, no gatekeeping, no discrimination, etc. and yet all...

The western church is completely broken. They want nothing to do with actual problems. Let's pretend your soul is a clay jar. At church you're allowed to have a few cracks, and if you go to a really progressive church, maybe a piece or two removed, but nothing more. You're expected to be pretty whole, because the church just doesn't have time to help those who are broken. They've got to keep helping the happy, healthy, married people with kids, you know? That's what's really important, supporting only those who aren't broken or have very little broken. So, what if you're like me, single, abused, and transgender? Either one of those is enough to get you overlooked by the church. The church wants nothing to do with you if you're just one of those, much less all three. If I was a clay jar, I'd be broken to nothing but dust. There isn't anything left to put back together. A whole new jar would have to be created. That, churches DEFINITELY don...

(WARNING: Strong language, highly disturbing content) So, as you should hopefully know by now, this blog is my therapy. I don't have anywhere to go to let out what's killing me, I have no one to talk to. I'm alone in this, outside of one person I can go to with very surface-level problems, but doesn't even respond most of the time, and when she does isn't any help and has made clear she's tired of my problems. So, yay. I'm fucked. Anyway, I'm just going to let it out. I'm letting it flow. I'm about to kill myself. I've got nothing to fucking live for anymore. I hate myself. I hate everything about myself. I can't make one good decision. I'm so fucking miserable and hopeless. I let my parents abuse get to me. I spent my childhood lying my ass off to them, and now they don't trust a single thing I say and treat me like a child. I chose to open up to the person that allowed my parents to find out I'm trans and then treat me lik...

So, I've been doing a series on whether transgenderism is sinful or not, because well, I'm trans and a Christian, and want to destroy the harmful idea that the Bible is against being transgender. Now, I'm not gay, at all (I'm asexual), but the church is still propagating the harmful idea that homosexuality is a sin, when it absolutely is not, and today I will do my part in the first part of this series explaining how the Bible does NOT condemn homosexuality. Anyway, let's get on with it. So, there are a few ways we can attack the idea that this verse condemns homosexuality. First, this verse is not talking about homosexuals, at all. It's talking about straight people who commit homosexual acts. At the time it was common practice among many of the false religions to have their followers do sacrifices to false gods by committing homosexual acts. So, in other words, it's sinful to go against your nature, which leads to the next point. If the point of these v...

This wasn't what I was planning to post (that will likely go up Thursday), but I couldn't let this go. This is one of the reasons why I created this blog, in hopes that straight people come to understand a trans person's perspective to reduce the unjust hatred towards us so that we aren't being targeted for violence anymore. It's despicable what has happened. We're being killed for something we have no control over. Anyway, here's the link to the news article: https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/crime/transgender-woman-brutally-attacked-on-video-last-month-fatally-shot-in-dallas/ar-AABBMH7?ocid=mmx&PC=EMMX20