I Think I'm Ok


I rarely find a song that I find myself constantly going back to, but this is one of them. MGK's honestness in this song is amazing and boy, can I relate to it.

"There's something fucking wrong with me", yep, I hear you MGK.

"I guess it's just my life and I can take it if I wanna", feeling that right now myself.

"You'll find me alone at midnight inside my mind, tryna get things right." Literally last night for me.

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